Light On The Path

Like a bull in a china shop she bumbled around trying to get her footing. Different thoughts and emotions wrestled in her mind. 

“Yay! A new beginning! New people to befriend!" Then she thought, “I can share all the Lord has shown me!” Her smile widened as she thought “I will find a new friend.” It was that last thought that took root immediately. She prayerfully asked "who will it be?”

But she rushed headlong into the crowd trying too hard. Invisible walls started to come up. BAM- she ran into the first one. BOOM - she hit the next. After that she withdrew, hurt and afraid.

She spent the night praying. In the morning she heard, “Ease back my child. I’ll show the way and I know your heart’s desire.” She looked around and saw some of the damage she had done. Dutifully she obeyed and backed off.

"Be merciful, even as your Father is merciful."  Luke 6:36

She read this verse at a time when the waiting had started to simmer into hurt and then into a little anger. “Why must it be me, Lord?”  Silence was the answer. Grudgingly she acquiesced. “Okay Lord, Your way not mine – I get that.”

She found solace in the Bible and through His word understanding came. Kindness/mercy is given in LOVE. It is free of strings or conditions - the giver must die to hurts and slights. It cannot have an agenda, because then it would be self-serving. It must be free of expectations, fear of rejection or preconceived notions. Mercy must be looked at in the eternal, just as Jesus Christ has mercy on us. 

"The LORD is merciful and gracious; slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love." Psalm 103:8

She whispered this verse as a prayer asking, “My Savior and Lord change my heart to reflect You. Help me to stop barging into situations and people. Gentle my heart.”

“Baby steps, Daughter,” came the response, “allow them the chance to get to know you.”  Life’s lessons are sometimes hard taught. She is learning one step at a time to allow God's Light to illuminate the way.

"Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path."
Psalm 119:105

Are any of you like me, that "bull in a china shop"? We want to love others and share Jesus and sometimes we power our way into things, bowling over everything or anyone in the way of our exuberance. Learning to tone that down is hard – getting people to understand is harder still – but God has use for people like us. Remember Peter?

One quality of the Love which is mentioned as the fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5:22-23 is gentleness. That is one which God will work out in our lives. Allow Him to do it. I can’t tell you that it won’t hurt because sometimes it does, but the end result is worth it.

by Eve Montano

Unexpected Gift From the Lord

"Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me." Revelation 3:20

I love when God gives me a special moment, revealing He is Immanuel "God with me" and reminding me of how much He loves me. Last night was one of those moments, and when I told JeJe that I was gonna cry (with tears swelling) - he said, "go ahead and cry" (oh, I sure do love him).

We were down to unpacking the last of the boxes following our move from Cluj. Our entire kitchen was all that remained. Up to then we had been "camping," waiting for the electric stove and the rest of the kitchen to be set up. (Our books and knick-knacks were to be unpacked today.)

Elli came down after school to help me with all the kitchen items. As we progressed in unpacking we came upon this cube shaped, beat up, brown cardboard box with "Coleen Dishes" written on it.  

The only dishes I own are some Corelle and some other everyday ones I picked up at a sale in a market here (which is more than many others have). Apparently I had a puzzled look on my face as I opened the box.  JeJe said, "those are your dishes". I just looked at him.

At this point, I need to repeat how thankful I am to God for my husband and children. My Mom went to Jesus when I was 16 and I was sent to live with family members who ended up (over the years) pushing me out of the family for reasons of personal gain. There have been lots of hurtful Christmases in the past. JeJe's parents split when he was 3 months old, and he was raised by his grandma and aunt who are both now deceased. So...our little family unit means the world to both of us, and we have started our own family traditions.

This Christmas, we are in a new home, in a place where God said "Go and I will bring beauty for ashes and joy for mourning" (Isaiah 61). He has spoken to our hearts to love those here as He has loved us. Now, back to this banged up brown box. I had forgotten all about it. JeJe told me in the past about it, but I wasnt sure what it was he was talking about. It had been packed away for over 5 years in our last house. We didnt have a cabinet for it so I never saw it. In fact, I had forgotten about it. The box had been delivered over seven years ago by a family member. At the time we lived in a small place that didn't have much storage and we were preparing to move to Romania, so it remained unpacked..and unremembered.

Last night I opened it for the first time. Everything in it was wrapped carefully with packing paper. This box has made it across the seas on a ship, through the Panama Canal, on a truck from Germany - to this place, for this moment....

The box contained my mother's china dinner settings along with some of her Waterford water goblets! I gasped and the tears came. Aren't they perfectly beautiful? My greatest memories of her are her joy (she had a great sense of humor and a lot of friends), and her love of Jesus (I often awoke to find her reading from her Bible each morning).

God blessed my heart with this moment. He let me know, in a tangible way, that He sees me, knows my heart, and loves me so very much.

My parents were married in California in 1965, so this china has been through two major earthquakes in the San Fernando area (1971 and 1994). Some pieces were lost, but nine main course dishes and 9 dessert plates remain. I love making delicious desserts for my family. There are only four of us, so I am looking forward to the future to see who will be using the other five plates.

There are only two tea cups left. I think they will be perfect for JeJe and me to enjoy a hot drink together through this coming year.

All this a reminder, that God sees (El Roi) and gave us "Immanuel" (Jesus) to reach down between us and Him - and, if we are willing to take time to pause and draw near ("preparing Him room") - He wants (waits) to meet us in very tangible ways.

Christmas 2016 - an extra special Christmas. A prelude to God's awesome work in 2017.

by Coleen Jejeran, Missionary to Romania

 

 

 

Jesus: The Full Christmas Story

"And I will put enmity between you and the woman, And between your seed and her seed; He shall bruise you on the head, And you shall bruise him on the heel." Genesis 3:15
"And there shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his roots: And the spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the LORD; And shall make him of quick understanding in the fear of the LORD; and he shall not judge after the sight of his eyes, neither reprove after the hearing of his ears: But with righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity for the meek of the earth: and he shall smite the earth with the rod of his mouth, and with the breath of his lips shall he slay the wicked. And righteousness shall be the girdle of his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins." Isaiah 11:1-5
"There is a son born to Naomi; and they called his name Obed; he is the father of Jesse, the father of David...And Obed begat Jesse, and Jesse begat David." Ruth 4:17, 22
"Fill thine horn with oil and go; I will send thee to Jesse the Bethlehemite: for I have provided me a king among his sons...and thou shalt anoint unto me him whom I name unto thee....And he (Jesse) sent, and brought him (David) in. Now he was ruddy and withal of a beautiful countenance, and goodly to look to. And the LORD said, 'Arise, anoint him: for this is he...for the LORD seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the LORD looketh on the heart." 1 Samuel 16:3a, 12, 7
"I have made a covenant with my chosen, I have sworn uno David my servant, Thy seed will I establish for ever, and build up thy throne to all generations. Selah" Psalm 89:3-4
"Therefore the Lord Himself will give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel." Isaiah 7:14
"For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder; and His name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the increase of His government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even forever. The zeal of the LORD of hosts will perform this." Isaiah 9:6-7
"Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the LORD revealed? For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him. He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief; and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:1-5
"But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little among the thousands of Judah, yet out of thee shall He come forth unto Me that is to be ruler in Israel; whose goings forth have been from of old, from everlasting." Micah 5:2
"The LORD hath sworn in truth unto David; He will not turn from it; Of the fruit of thy body will I set upon thy throne." Psalm 132:11
"And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Nazareth, to a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary. And the angel came in unto her, and said, 'Hail, thou that art highly favored, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women.' And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her mind what manner of salutation this should be. And the angel said unto her, 'Fear not, Mary; for thou hast found favor with God. And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name JESUS. He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest: and the Lord God shall give unto Him the throne of his father David: And he shall reign over the house of Jacob for ever; and of his kingdom there shall be no end.' Then said Mary unto the angel, 'How shall this be, seeing I know not a man?' And the angel answered and said unto her, 'The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee; therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God." Luke 1:25-35
"And it came to pass in those days, that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus, that all the world should be taxed...and all went to be taxed, every one into his own city. And Joseph also went up from Galilee out of the city of Nazareth, into Judaea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem (because he was of the house and lineage of David); To be taxed with Mary his espoused wife, being great with child. And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered. And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn. And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, 'Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you: Ye Shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.' And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying, 'Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men." Luke 2:1-14
"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved." John 3:16-17
"And Jesus cried out again with a loud voice, and yielded up His spirit. And behold, the veil of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom; and the earth shook and the rocks were split. The tombs were opened, and many bodies of the saints who had fallen asleep were raised; and coming out of the tombs after His resurrection they entered the holy city and appeared to many. Now the centurion, and those who were with him keeping guard over Jesus, when they saw the earthquake and the things that were happening, became very frightened and said, 'Truly this was the Son of God!" Matthew 27:50-54
Hath not the scripture said, That Christ cometh of the seed of David, and out of the town of Bethlehem, where David was?"John 7:42
"I, Jesus, have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star. And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.'" Revelation 22:16-17
"He which testifieth these things saith, 'Surely I come quickly.' Amen. Even so, come, Lord Jesus." Revelation 22:20

 

 

Merry Reconciliation!

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come. The old has gone. The new is here! All this is from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to Himself in Christ, not counting people's sins against them. 2 Corinthians 5:17-19a

Christmastime feels so good, doesn't it? Cheerfulness, celebration, and generosity are heightened more this time of year than ever. The closer we get to Christmas, the more I think about the reality of my faith. 

I just read an article that opened my eyes once again to the lie I'm tempted to tell myself sometimes: "that my kind and thoughtful neighbor who just brought over my favorite holiday peanut butter balls will surely go to heaven. She's so nice." But, as I read the Bible, I realize the truth: "nice" people don't go to heaven, just as "good people" don't either. 

I hope and pray you will be encouraged during this blessed holiday season (as I have been), to keep in the forefront of your mind what it's really all about -- Christ the Son come down to earth to testify to the truth, to die for the sin of the world, to reconcile sinners to a Holy God. 

This Christmas, let us be compelled to share the greatest gift we could ever hope to receive: JESUS CHRIST and salvation of our souls. 

"So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come. The old has gone, the new is here! All this is from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to Himself in Christ, not counting people's sins against them. And He has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making His appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God." 2 Corinthians 5:16-21

Blessed Christmas!

by Dana Lange
 

Fill The Void With Jesus

"For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given:" Isaiah 9:6

My family spent Thanksgiving vacation with extended family in Las Vegas. Vegas is an overload for the senses. Everywhere you look there is something to see…something to do…and yet with all its glitz and garish glamour, it is an empty place filled with empty people, pursuing empty promises!

It is a place that appeals to all things fleshly!  Money, sex, merchandise, food - you name it, you can find it there. All the pictures and billboards promise so much, yet in reality deliver so very little.

As I sat in the coffee kiosk at our hotel early in the morning,  I realized that not much has changed in thousands of years.  Long ago someone could have been sitting in a Greek or Roman marketplace sipping a drink, watching people go from place to place - buying, selling, eating, doing - looking for ways to fill up that empty place inside - wondering if this was all that there was.

I watched as they scurried to and fro - Christmas music playing in the background - conjuring up some vague idea of happiness - some distant memory of a feeling from the past, like a nostalgic whiff or puff of smoke that is gone before we can grasp it or sustain it. The longing in us persists.

I cannot help but think of the lines from the Christmas song “O Holy Night”

"Long lay the world in sin and error pining, Till He appeared and the soul felt its worth."

Blaise Pascal, famous mathematician, physicist and religious philosopher, was attributed as saying “There is a God-shaped vacuum in the heart of every person, and it can never be filled by any created thing.  It can only be filled by God, made known through Jesus Christ.” That was not, however, the correct quote. This is what he actually said:

"What else does this craving, and this helplessness, proclaim but that there was once in man a true happiness, of which all that now remains is the empty print and trace? This he tries in vain to fill with everything around him, seeking in things that are not there the help he cannot find in those that are, though none can help, since this infinite abyss can be filled only with an infinite and immutable object; in other words, by God himself."

It was into such a world of pining that God sent His Son - the fulfillment of all our longings. Who knew that the answer to our deepest desires would come wrapped in such a humble package? The glory of God birthed to a teen age girl - in a dirty cave - who used a feeding trough as a crib and wrapped her baby in strips of torn cloth.

Most of the world went on with what they were doing, never realizing that our Creator, the God who transcends time and space, had left His heavenly throne. He had taken on human flesh and entered our world of pain, sorrow and suffering.

God drew near. Not shiny, not sparkling, and not spectacular in His presentation.

For many of us, we’ve heard the story so many times that it may have lost some of its impact or significance, but we cannot allow that to happen. We must purpose to keep Christ at the center. Not just the center of Christmas, but the center of every day of our lives.

Longing is not just for the unbeliever. Oh yes, it is theirs to a greater degree, but it can also be true of the child of God. Whenever we wander off looking to satisfy our senses, the pursuit will ultimately lead us to a dissatisfaction of our souls!

I read an interesting post on Facebook by a young girl I have watched grow up in the ministry. This is her post:

"I found that while on our journey for the pursuit of happiness, we are blindly grasping for anything that seems to satisfy us.  We pursue and we pursue trivial things while we incessantly and obsessively play games with ourselves as well as the people around us and even while temporarily we feel satisfied and full, it is our soul that remains famished.

There is a portion of us deep inside that longs for something more. We long for an idea that transcends that of modern, momentary pleasures. It is an unexplainable emotion that perplexes me and leads me to question my motive for living. For what, or for whom am I living?"

This made me sad - a young beautiful girl, raised in the church - and yet I hear the longing in her heart, asking the questions every soul longs to have answered.

 Who am I? why am I here?  Is there more to this life?

The resounding answer is YES! There is more!

All the buying, all the eating and doing will only lead us to a longing for more buying, eating and doing. Like trying to satisfy our thirst with salty or stagnant water, we will always come away wanting more!

Satan will try to keep us so occupied with other things that we never stop to seek the answers to these questions.

If I take one more trip...
If I buy one more thing...
Then I will feel better... 
I will be happy... 
I will be satisfied... 
But, that is a lie!

Our source of satisfaction is Christ and Christ alone!

So let’s remember, that Christmas will not be found in the stores, in the packages or presents, not even in our family gatherings. Many of us will come away just as empty as we were before only, "broker", "tireder" and 10 pounds heavier...unless the center of our celebration is Jesus!!

In the hustle and bustle of the season, let’s purpose not to keep Jesus on the periphery of Christmas. Instead let’s put Him at the center, setting aside that which is unnecessary and needless. Let's reach out with both hands to accept the true gift of God. Christ our Savior; the gift that keeps on giving all year long.

by Lori Eggenburg