Yield

"Be still and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth." Psalm 46:10

She sat still, eyes closed, not moving a muscle. Her stillness bellied the whirling inside. She thought over and over again “God..., God...!”

She didn’t trust her emotions. She had learned her feelings did not stand up against the knowledge of her Saviour.

“Dear God, not my will but Yours be done,” she whispered. As she sat quietly, scriptures started to press on her heart. “Be anxious for nothing” - “I know the plans I have for you” - “The steadfast love of the Lord...” Finally every fear, every worry, every question faded and was replaced by truth. Silent tears ran down her face – not tears of sorrow but of thanksgiving, yielding her will to God's. She took a deep breath and reached for her bible.

"Though the fig tree should not blossom And there be no fruit on the vines, Though the yield of the olive should fail And the fields produce no food, Though the flock should be cut off from the fold And there be no cattle in the stalls, Yet I will exult in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation. The Lord GOD is my strength, And He has made my feet like hinds' feet, And makes me walk on my high places." 
Habakkuk 3:17 – 19

I can’t tell you how often I’ve sat like this, sitting quietly and waiting for the Lord. Yielding doesn’t come naturally for me.

A good example is yielding to traffic on the freeway. I start to direct how things should go. “You go, GO, you go, WAIT! No! I go next!!” I direct, I command; I have the plan as to how it should flow. I want to be in control and I'm afraid when I’m not - things might turn out differently, not the way I think it should be. It was more important that I ‘tell’ God what I wanted - what I thought I needed and expected - never listening.

But, by yielding I came to understand how important it is to simply read His word, to slow down and pray for understanding. I began to realize how sweet time with Jesus could be.

"He (she) will be like a tree firmly planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in it season An its leaf does not wither; And in whatever he (she) does, he (she) prospers."
Psalm 1:3

When I first sat down to write about sitting quietly and listening to Our Lord I looked up the definitions of yield and merge.

Yield – To give way to, to produce – Synonyms: surrender, submit
Merge – Combine, to form a single entity, to blend gradually into something different – Synonyms: unite, mix, and fuse.

As I read these definitions I realized that to become sensitive to the Holy Spirit - to be transformed - I needed to submit to God and allow Him to unite my will with His.

"For we through the Spirit, by faith, are waiting for the hope of righteousness."
Galatians 5:5

I hope these points may help you in listening for the Lord in prayer.

First: Pray. Ask for His help to quiet us. It's not easy. That’s usually when I remember I have errands to run or have to go to the bathroom or what I want for dinner. My trick: I sit with a pad and pencil and when some distraction comes to my mind, I jot it down knowing I can revisit it after my quiet time.

Second: Listen. Expect to hear from the Lord. He is always with us, it isn’t easy but, believe me, your stillness will bear fruit. Think of this as time invested in honoring God. It is never a waste of time. Wait. It’ll be worth it.

Third: Read. Often times scripture comes to mind. It may be that He will speak to you through His word. Remember, God's Word never goes out void. It accomplishes His purposes.

Fourth: Give Thanks. Be grateful whether you tangibly hear from Him or not. He is God and He will reveal His will for you in His time.

Fifth: Make time with God a daily habit. I know and understand in this busy life it’s just hard to sit for long periods of time. God knows that too. He will honor what time you have given Him because He knows your heart. Try to do it daily at the same time.

Waiting expectantly - listening quietly and reading His word with the purpose of merging your heart with His refocuses your attention from wanting your will to wanting your Heavenly Father's will.

"I would have despaired unless I had believe that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait for the LORD; Be strong and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the LORD." Psalm 27:13-14

Wait, listen, quiet, submit, abide, yield and unity – these are not words the world uses. However, for the daughters of the King, these are actions that transform us into women who bear fruit in God's Kingdom.

by Eve Montano

Set The World Aflame

"I would have despaired if I didn't believe that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living."  Psalm 27:13

Before the cross they walked with Him, watched Him, worked besides Him and learned.

"For I have given them the words that You gave me, and they have received them and have come to know in truth that I came from You; and they have believed that You sent Me."  John 17:8

Some lessons they didn’t realize were lessons until after the resurrection.

"But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you."  John 14:26

He also prayed for them.

"I am praying for them. I am not praying for the world but for those whom You have given Me, for they are Yours."  John 17:9

During the Passover dinner they laughed and talked but when their beloved teacher got up and washed their feet, He gave them a lesson on how to be a servant to each other.

"Then He poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and to wipe them with the towel that was wrapped around Him."  John 13:5

Friday came with fear, disbelief and confusion. All they had learned the last three years was forgotten. The man they knew as Jesus, whom they believed was "The Messiah," was beaten, then killed and they ran. Saturday came and they waited. The two Marys waited to wash and anoint the body of their Lord. The disciples spoke in quiet voices in shock. “What happened? We were so sure He was the One."  Peter was quiet, withdrawn.

We, too, wait with hope because eleven "fishers of men" saw the goodness of the Lord manifested in Christ in the land of the living. They set the world aflame with the life-giving gospel of Jesus Christ.

"I do not ask for these only, but also for those who will believe in me through their word."
John 17:9

Peter - the one who denied, who had fled, the one restored by Jesus Himself – opened his mouth. He spoke with the power and authority of the Holy Spirit and turned the world upside down!

"Then Peter stood up with the Eleven, raised his voice and addressed the crowd: 'Fellow Jews and all of you who live in Jerusalem, let me explain this to you; listen carefully to what I say. These people are not drunk, as you suppose. It's only nine in the morning.! No, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel."  Acts 2:14-19

"It will come about after this That I will pour out My Spirit on all mankind; And your sons and daughters will prophesy, Your old men will dream dreams, Your young men will see visions. Even on the male and female servants I will pour out My Spirit in those days." Joel 2:28-29

by Eve Montano

 

He Is Risen!

"That same day two of Jesus' followers were walking to the village of Emmaus, seven miles from Jerusalem. As they walked along they were talking about everything that had happened. 

As they talked and discussed these things, Jesus Himself suddenly came and began walking with them. But God kept them from recognizing Him.

He asked them, 'What are you discussing so intently as you walk along?' They stopped short, sadness written across their faces. 

Then one of them, Cleopas, replied, 'You must be the only person in Jerusalem who hasn't heard about all the things that have happened there the last few days.'

'What things?' Jesus asked.

'The things that happened to Jesus, the man from Nazareth,' they said. 'He was a prophet who did powerful miracles, and He was a mighty teacher in the eyes of God and all the people. But our leading priests and other religious leaders handed Him over to be condemned to death, and they crucified Him. We had hoped He was the Messiah who had come to rescue Israel. This happened three days ago.'

'Then some women from our group of His followers were at His tomb early this morning, and they came back with an amazing report. They said His body was missing, and they had seen angels who told them Jesus is alive! Some of our men ran out to see, and sure enough, His body was gone, just as the women had said.'

Then Jesus said to them, 'You foolish people! You find it so hard to believe all that the prophets wrote in the Scriptures. Wasn't it clearly predicted that the Messiah would have to suffer all these things before entering His glory?'

Then Jesus took them through the writings of Moses and all the prophets, explaining from all the Scriptures the things concerning Himself. By this time they were nearing Emmaus and the end of their journey.

Jesus acted as if He were going on, but they begged him, 'Stay the night with us, since it is getting late.' So He went home with them.

As they sat down to eat, He took the bread and blessed it. Then He broke it and gave it to them. Suddenly, their eyes were opened, and they recognized Him. And at that moment He disappeared!

They said to each other, 'Didn't our hearts burn within us as He talked with us on the road and explained the Scriptures to us?'

And within the hour they were on their way back to Jerusalem. There they found the eleven disciples and the others who had gathered with them, who said

'The Lord has really risen! He appeared to Peter.'

"Then the two from Emmaus told their story of how Jesus had appeared to them as they were walking along the road, and how they had recognized Him as He was breaking the bread. And just as they were telling about it, Jesus Himself was suddenly standing there among them.

'Peace be with you,' He said.

But the whole group was startled and frightened, thinking they were seeing a ghost!

'Why are you frightened?' He asked. 'Why are your hearts filled with doubt? Look at My hands. Look at My feet. You can see that it's really Me. Touch Me and make sure that I am not a ghost, because ghosts don't have bodies, as you see that I do.'

As He spoke, He showed them His hands and His feet. Still they stood there in disbelief, filled with joy and wonder. Then He asked them, 'Do you have anything here to eat?' 

They gave Him a piece of broiled fish, and He ate it as they watched.

Then He said, 'When I was with you before, I told you that everything written about Me in the law of Moses and the prophets and in the Psalms must be fulfilled.'

Then He opened their minds to understand the Scriptures. And He said, 'Yes, it was written long ago that the Messiah would suffer and die and rise from the dead on the third day. It was also written that this message would be proclaimed in the authority of His name to all the nations, beginning in Jerusalem; "There is forgiveness of sins for all who repent." You are witnesses of all these things."   Luke 24:13-48 (NLT)

"THERE IS FORGIVENESS OF SINS FOR ALL WHO REPENT."

HE IS RISEN!  HE IS RISEN, INDEED!!

The Stench of Sin

This morning was spent prepping the house and some of the food for this Sunday's Easter gathering. Yesterday, JeJe and I spent the day grocery shopping and going to the farmer's market to get our Easter lamb...because, well, that's what you eat for Romanian traditional Easter dinner. I am sparing you the photos of what the farmer's market looked like. JeJe spared me from entering the "sacrificial" area. He told me to wait around a corner. Then we went inside where the already sacrificed lambs were displayed to select one.

Side note: the market place was so crowded with people busy buying and selling; the Lord reminded me of what His Word says about one of the signs of Christ's return...

"And just as it happened in the days of Noah, so it will be also in the days of the Son of Man: they were eating, they were drinking, they were marrying, they were being given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and the flood came and destroyed them all."
Luke 17:26-27

We brought the Lamb home (yep, the WHOLE lamb; this is my Big Fat Romanian Easter ;o) and JeJe had to immediately "process" it. He and James did the cleaning and prep until the evening (great biology lesson). As we began cleaning this morning, the kitchen towel and aprons they used had been tossed next to the washing machine: and did they stink !!! It takes vinegar and soaps to get the stench out.

Elli went outside to the area they had worked and said "there is a really bad odor in the air outside where you guys worked". JeJe assured her everything had been cleaned with disinfectant soap and water (he is always careful after something like that).  

He said to us: "Can you imagine what Jerusalem was like when Christ was crucified? It was Passover and all those lambs being slaughtered in the market place? The air must have been so full of the smell; the whole city must have stunk!" He continued to say "I'm sure God was sending them (us) a message as to how badly our sin stinks".

And again, He uses the lambs to remind me how dirty my sin is. It stinks and affects everyone; but because Jesus gave Himself as the perfect, sacrifice for my sins, I am washed in His righteousness.
How great the Father's love for us...

"1 Who has believed our message?
To whom has the LORD revealed his powerful arm?
2 My servant grew up in the LORD’s presence like a tender green shoot,
like a root in dry ground.
There was nothing beautiful or majestic about his appearance,
nothing to attract us to him.
3 He was despised and rejected—
a man of sorrows, acquainted with deepest grief.
We turned our backs on him and looked the other way.
He was despised, and we did not care.
4 Yet it was our weaknesses he carried;
it was our sorrows that weighed him down.
And we thought his troubles were a punishment from God,
a punishment for his own sins!
5 But he was pierced for our rebellion,
crushed for our sins.
He was beaten so we could be whole.
He was whipped so we could be healed.
6 All of us, like sheep, have strayed away.
We have left God’s paths to follow our own.
Yet the LORD laid on him
the sins of us all.
7 He was oppressed and treated harshly,
yet he never said a word.
He was led like a lamb to the slaughter.
And as a sheep is silent before the shearers,
he did not open his mouth.
8 Unjustly condemned,
he was led away.
No one cared that he died without descendants,
that his life was cut short in midstream.
But he was struck down
for the rebellion of my people.
9 He had done no wrong
and had never deceived anyone.
But he was buried like a criminal;
he was put in a rich man’s grave.
10 But it was the LORD’s good plan to crush him
and cause him grief.
Yet when his life is made an offering for sin,
he will have many descendants.
He will enjoy a long life,
and the LORD’s good plan will prosper in his hands.
11 When he sees all that is accomplished by his anguish,
he will be satisfied.
And because of his experience,
my righteous servant will make it possible
for many to be counted righteous,
for he will bear all their sins.
12 I will give him the honors of a victorious soldier,
because he exposed himself to death.
He was counted among the rebels.
He bore the sins of many and interceded for rebels."
Isaiah 53:1-12

by Coleen Jejeran, Missionary to Romania

Resurrecting Love

"Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh; is anything too difficult for Me?" Jeremiah 32:27

"With much prayer and consideration, we have decided to close our International Adoption Program in Ghana..."

I read the email again. I felt nothing. I tried, but...nope. Nothing.

Three years of working towards International Adoption, shot down with a bullet-like, single sentence. Fifteen thousand dollars, non-refundable, seemed a single cent matched against the late night prayers, longing hopes and "maybe" baby names scribbled on the edge of my journal pages - all non-refundable.

Hundreds of times I had glanced at our family photo hanging on our red wall, imagining a beautiful brown-skinned girl sandwiched between me and Eli. There was just enough space there for her, I thought. When we get matched, I can Photoshop her in. I wanted her to know she was always with us, even before we ever met her. 

We knew there were five children ready to be dispensed to families in the program. We were number three on the list. It was just a matter of time before we would receive the file with our child's photo tucked inside.  But all it took was a new person in power sitting at an adoption desk, to halt these international adoptions.

Just..Like...That. These five children, who had no other living relatives willing to care for them - no one in their own country who wanted them - were left frozen in place in an orphanage. 

Across the sea, there were five, waiting families frozen in shock.

We planned on naming her Zellie Anne Hope.
Zellie - short for Gizelle; which means 'a pledge'. Aaron and I were pledging to God that we would care. We would defend the cause of the orphan - and our precious, ransomed daughter.
Anne - honoring Aaron's Mom who passed away unexpectedly 5 years ago.
Hope - because that is what people would see when we walked hand in hand in Trader Joes.

All of these imaginings: Non-refundable. Two nights later, I sat on the floor, holding all of these thoughts like a burgeoning sack of potatoes - too heavy and awkward for my small frame to manage.

Ok God, You shut that door, but what do I do with all THIS? All these things I can't return, I can't get back. It feels like I've wasted so much on something that wasn't even real.

I wish I had a poetic way of describing how I felt, but the truth is, I was sad. Just so, so sad. Deep, I'm-so-heavy-I-may-crush-and-crack-the-floor-beneath-me, kind of sad. I am still sad over this loss. It feels like a death to me.

Jesus knows a thing or two about death. He knows a thing or two about resurrection, too.

Sometimes, He allows death, to show us He has the power to resurrect. He loves us that much.

"Now a man named Lazarus was sick. He was from Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha. (This Mary, whose brother Lazarus now lay sick, was the same one who poured perfume on the Lord and wiped his feet with her hair.) So the sisters sent word to Jesus, “Lord, the one you love is sick. When he heard this, Jesus said, “This sickness will not end in death. No, it is for God’s glory so that God’s Son may be glorified through it.” Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. So when he heard that Lazarus was sick, he stayed where he was two more days, and then he said to his disciples, “Let us go back to Judea" (John 11: 3-7 NIV).

Catch this:  Jesus chose to stay where He was two more days. If Jesus had gone to Lazarus as soon as He heard he was sick, He could have made it in time to heal him. He would not have died. Even Martha says this to Him when he comes,

“Lord...” if You had been here, my brother would not have died. But I know that even now God will give You whatever You ask” (John 11:21-22).

But he did die. Jesus knew he would, and He intentionally waited until Lazarus was buried in a tomb.

Why did He wait? The Bible tells us one reason in the preceding sentence, "Now, Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus, SO...He stayed where He was two more days".

In other words: Jesus loved them, so He allowed death.  It's a truth that is hard to comprehend from the earth side of heaven.

In this specific instance, Jesus chose to resurrect the dead. He did it so that the disciples traveling with Him would believe in His power, "for your sake I am glad that I was not there, so that you may believe" (John 11:15). But what about Martha? She already believed, saying, "I know that even now God will give whatever you ask".

Could it be, He allowed the death not to show her His resurrecting power, but His resurrecting love?

"When Jesus saw her (Mary) weeping, and the Jews who had come with her also weeping, he was deeply moved in his spirit and greatly troubled. And he said, "Where have you laid him?" They said to him, Lord, come and see." Jesus wept' (John 11: 33-35).

Martha witnessed the man she confessed to be, "Christ, the Son of God, who is coming into the world"(John 11:27) moved with compassion.  She watched the King of the World, the Alpha & Omega, the Saving Messiah, the Creator of all things: Weep.

I find this to be more powerful than the resurrection of a dead man.
I find this to be more powerful than the resurrection of our adoption dream.
We have a God who mourns with us.

Martha did not ask Jesus to come. She sent a messenger to tell him her problem. I imagine she knew he would come.  It appears Martha didn’t expect an earthly resurrection at that moment (John 11:24). But, she did expect Jesus. 

We may expectantly pray for Jesus to resurrect certain things in our life. But in most cases, that is not what we really need. What we really need is Jesus to come.

We need to understand that He is deeply moved with compassion for us. We need to see that He is willing to sit next to us and cry.

I do not know if God will allow adoption in our lives. It is a confusing time for us. I used to pray that He would resurrect this situation and blow me away by opening doors in Ghana again, or in the U.S.A., or anywhere!

These prayers were not bad. But my heart and focus have shifted. He has heard my 'problem', and He has come. Jesus is with me. He has shown He is deeply moved in His spirit for me. He has wept with me.

Oh, I still believe Jesus has the power to resurrect this situation! But let me be clear, the King of the World has wrapped his arms around me and whispered: I have come. I see you. Let me cry with you. I love you.

When all is stripped away, the only resurrection that matters is HIS. I trust Him in all things - in death - in resurrection - in the waiting. I trust that whatever He allows, is because He wants more people to witness His compassionate love and faithfulness. So I write this to declare, even when I don't understand His ways: My God is good! My God is with me!

Dear God,
Use this situation, and all things in my life, to glorify You. Bring people to saving faith because of the ways You are working in my life. Thank You for never leaving my side. All I need is Your Presence.
Amen

by Jenna Masters