My New Year's Resolution is: allow myself to be new...not glued. Sometimes, I imagine picking up the broken pieces of my life and clumsily offering them up to God. I then imagine that He will piece them back together, making something beautiful. Well, almost beautiful...if it weren't for all those cracks showing through the "glued me" crashing to the ground. I will shatter all over again.
But, this is how I view myself. This is not how God sees me. I am not the product of a clumsy repair job. That is the nasty lie of the enemy.
We must remember what the Word of God says...if we have Jesus, we are a new creation.
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come." 2 Corinthians 5:17
The new has come. It does not say, "If anyone is in Christ, He will put them back together." Don't get me wrong. Jesus wants all of our broken pieces. He wants us to recognize the mess on the floor and lay our shards at His feet. But this is not so He can piece them back together. He takes the bits and pieces and exchanges them for something entirely new.
He wants to exchange our brokenness with His fullness.
Truth is, I do not want broken pieces to be a part of my life's fabric anymore. If they are, then I am not fully a vessel of Christ. I want my heart to echo John the Baptist, "He must become greater; I must become less." (John 3:30).
Sometimes we like to romanticize our past hurts and mistakes. We like to think they contribute to "who" we think we are. In reality, our focus should not be on WHO we are, but on WHOSE we are.
Our past decisions and experiences no longer define us if we are children of God. Our Father defines us. Our salvation defines us.
In Isaiah 43:18-19, God encourages His people,
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?"
God wants to do a new thing in us. Are we too focused on the things of the past to perceive it? Are we so focused on the repaired vase on the shelf that we miss the brilliant new one being offered to us?
A repaired life is not a bad thing. Satan would have us happily sit in this complacent truth. He assures us, "Repaired is enough. It is more than you deserve." That is true. A repaired life is more than what we deserve. But, who are we to be so bold as to dash and diminish the work of the Cross? And, even more so, belittle the power of the resurrection?!
"We were therefore buried with Him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father we too may live a new life." Roman 6:4
We will never understand the self sacrificing , all consuming love of our Savior. We can at least understand the foolishness of clinging to a repaired life instead of passionately grasping ahold of a new life. A new life that our Jesus died and rose from the dead in order to pour over us. My prayer this year is that I accept His beautifully gracious gift of a new life every day. Every day I want to wake up and pray, "Jesus, today, make me new."
"I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." Galatians 2:20
by Jenna Masters